Speaking of my glory, today was my final AP test! Yay!!! Actually, im almost upset about having to go back to my normal schedules, i was REALLY enjoying a free pass from class. lol Regardless, i think i did extremely well today, and i feel exuberantly confident (sorry, leftover 'big words' from testing. lol). I thought i did well on my Psych test, but i am even more confident about today's test. The essay topics were relateable and easy to write about, i remembered all my essay formats and corresponding theses (thesises?), and, believe it or not, i finished all three without ANY rushing AND even with like 10 minutes left over! :O Shocking, i know. I find it funny how i finally mastered the art of pacing just in time for my LAST exam! lol
Sadly, after the exam, while everyone from Aplac wanted to hang out at Gator's (a resturaunt, for those who dont know), i was stuck at school with nothing to do because my grandma couldnt pick me up early. She was waiting for the refridgerator repair guy. >.< So, since i was technically dismissed from all of my classes and my 5th period AP class was just telling people to "go to the library", i decided i would chill with my BFF Chelsea in the rest of HER classes. She's always telling me how funny things happen in there, but not today. haha Oh well, its not her fault she had a test and i was just sitting there getting weird looks from the other classmates. But her Early Childhood Development class went better. I got to help her watch little kids. There was one kid named Bryson (..or something else that started with a "B") and he was so adorable. Chelsea asked for a hug and he ran over to me instead. So she's like "Ugh! You hugged her instead of me and you dont even know her?" and he just shook his head with a grin. It was hilarious. Later on i was trying to help her pass out snacks and when i passed by his chair he grabbed my arm real tight and said "You're not going nowhere!" with a silly smile. Even after i laughed and tried to walk away he wouldnt let go! That child has a vice grip!! lmao
So i got home finally on the bus, and when i walk in Grandma starts interrogating me about "Where ive been". Naturaully, i was confused. She tried to accuse me of ditching campus because apparently she sent pop to pick me up during school and he went to my classes trying to find me. I told them if they needed me to just make an announcement, but NOOO! lol
After school, Chelsea and her boyfriend James decided they would hang out at his house, and you know what THAT means!!! lol So like an hour after school i sent them both this text just joking around saying "My guess is that you guys are probably on orgy #2 or #3 by now" and Chelsea replied "haha We're not home yet". So i was like "Oh, so im only an hour off? Not bad lol". Well then James was like "Im gonna have Chelsea call you up while were doin it" and i screamed through text, all caps, of course, "EEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!" lol And ever since then they kept me some kind of sick log of what they were doing all day, just to screw with me. Worse, they sent me a picture that looked they were doing something but, long story short, it was just ranch dressing.... lol
After that, for no apparent reason, i was in a bad mood. I promise it wasnt PMS, because im not even close to starting yet, and even if it had been my time of the month i dont usually get moody, i just act the same except mayabe more awkward and uncomfortable, if anything. I have no clue what it was, but it just kept getting worse, especially when my brother got home and Dad said that since Mikey wanted chicken nuggets and tater tots WE would have to make it. Even though it was his idea in the first place, he, just as i had predicted, didnt do a thing. That made me even more agitated in demeanor; specifically with him, but also in general. It was weird, because i honestly am not always so easily upset. And for some uncanny, unexplainable reason, the grouchy attitude spread. Mom and Dad were upset and stressed, Grandma and pop were yelling at each other; it all became overwhelming.
Then something strange and wonderful happened: Once i realized how i was acting, i went upstairs and tried to calm myself down, which was harder than it sounds. I just kept telling myself that if i just acted a little nicer and upbeat, maybe everyone else would, too, and then my feelings wouldnt be acted, theyd be real, because if everyone else is happy, im happy. Well, after i devoted myself to putting my attitude to rest, everyone followed through just like i imagined. It was unbelievable; mikey wasnt so bratty any more, mom and dad started joking around at dinner, and grandma... well, she never shuts up anyway. haha! jk, people :) Anyway, i was so proud of myself for having the will power to not keep my anger in the way of having a good time, and even more proud when it paid off. I had no idea how much MY mood affects everyone else's. Its almost a powerful feeling :)
We went to get icecream at Bruster's after dinner so mom could get pop a late birthday present, and i said the funniest thing. Mom asked if i wanted anything and i said "No, thanks, im pretty full". She asked again, i replied with the same. Then the cute guy behind the counter said "Are you suuuure?" and i laughed a little and said "Yeah, im sure". (i was kinda trying to get on mom's good side so i could go see chicago later this month) Then he said "Well do you want to try any samples?" and i said "No thanks", but as he turned to go back inside and get everyone else's orders, i turned to my brother and said "..but i'd like a peice of THAT!" lmao! :D

Stay Nifty! ;)
Christy

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